Wednesday, August 5, 2015

The one where Paige is half-way done the MTC - Aug 1, 2015

Three weeks down, three to go!! Eeeeyoooo. AND I didn't even dye my clothes a different color this week. Yeah! I did forget to wash some though. 
Anyway! MTC life is still an adventure. We have a missionary coming to our zone next week from Lindon! I don't think I know him though. So that's cool.
I can kind of speak tagalog now without reading from a script. Crazy. I still sound like a caveman though :) oh! And there's a cute filipino sister down the hall from me! Well, she leaves today. But you know, whate'er. I don't really have a ton to say this week :) but I do have pictures this time!

PS- I love snail mail :3 draw cute pictures for me. Also don't send me actual snails please. They're kind of icky.











The one where Paige is bad at laundry - July 25, 2015

Kumusta pamilya ko! And friends! I should probably learn how to say friends in Tagalog. Anyway, this week has been kind of crazy. But a good kind of crazy. We got to do TRC for the first time, which was pretty cool. We talked to a guy and a girl from Sandy. They dated in high school, then he got called to the Philippines, then she got called there like 3 months later :) cool, eh? 

Oh, so last week I washed all my clothes together because there wasn't very much and I've never had a problem with colors running before...  bad idea. My dark green skirt (which I'd neglected to prewash before sewing) decided that it really wanted to share its greenness with the world. So some of my whites are now a really really light blue. BUT HERE'S THE KICKER. This week, having clearly realized the errors of my ways, I decided to wash all my clothes together again but without the green skirt. Cause I'm a problem solver. 
HOWEVER. I also accidentally started washing them on hot, and there's apparently no going back as soon as you hit the button... so my lovely fuchsia cardigan, which has never before bled onto my whites, decided that today was a day to yolo it up. Now about a third of my whites are light blue, another third are light pink, and I shan't be surprised if the last third turn orange next week. 

But yeah. Tagalog is crazy. We're starting to learn grammar though, which is helping a bunch :)
I also learned how to say, "At sa pamamagitan ng kapangyarihan ng Espiritu Santo, malalaman ninyo ang katotohanan ng lahat ng bagay." First to tell me what that says wins a high five upon my arrival home. Maybe.
Oh! I also wrote a story today! Enjoy. Love you all!


     Once upon a time there was a little cottage which sat at the edge of the woods. It had once been beautiful,k with bright flowers all around and a warm fire in the hearth. 

     However, one day its people left. There was no one to take care of the cottage. Over time the cottage began to fall to pieces- the walls became dingy and dull, the floorboards began to rot away, the flowers outside withered and died until thorny weeds took their place. And the cottage became so, so cold. 

     The cottage wasn't alone, of course. It had visitors all the time. Villagers from all over the kingdom had heard stories of the "haunted" cottage. At first, the cottage was shocked. "What?" it thought, "I'm not haunted. I just don't have any people to take care of me." But when people realized that, they would leave, which made the cottage sad. It missed having people.

     Soon the cottage started to play along. When villagers came, it would creak its doors and make scratching noises in the attic. It tried its very best to look as rickety as possible, and the people loved it. They would stay longer, and that made the cottage feel much better.

     But when the people were gone, the cottage remembered how cold it really was. When the people were gone, the cottage tried to remember how happy it used to be, but it just couldn't. When the people were gone, the cottage felt so unwanted and so unimportant that it hurt.

     Years and years went by, and every time it was the same. Villagers would come to visit and the cottage would feel great. But as soon as they left, the sadness would set in once again.

     Until, one day, a kind man and His little dove came to stay. He had heard from two young girls that there was a shabby little cottage at the edge of the woods. It wasn't much, but they knew it would be good enough for Him. 

     "Why would he want to stay here?" thought the cottage. "I'm not pretty anymore. I'm too broken, I can't offer Him anything. I'm not good enough." 

     Nevertheless, the kind man moved in. He worked diligently, doing all that he could to fix the cottage. He put His blood, sweat, and tears into perfecting it. He washed the cottage, He replaced the floors, He fixed up the walls with a fresh coat of paint. He pulled weeds until His hands were raw and He didn't feel like He could do anything more, then he proceeded to spend hours and hours planting flowers of every kind. He wanted everything to be perfect.

     What used to be a broken-down, dirty, "haunted" cottage was now a beautiful, welcoming, clean home. There was just one thing missing.

     The kind man finished working on the cottage. Though exhausted from His labors, He went to the hearth and set to work. It started as a tiny flicker, but quickly became a big, glowing fire that soon warmed the entire cottage. Finally! The memories of all those sad and lonely years were washed away by the warmth of the fire and the love of the kind man. 

     He lived there forever more, tending to the cottage. His dove always perched on the windowsill, which comforted the cottage whenever storms came through. The cottage always felt loved. There was always a warm fire in the hearth, and, at long last, the cottage was really, truly happy.

The one where Paige is a missionary - July 18, 2015

Kumusta! It's pDay!! Huzzah! This week has gone by really fast but the days have gone by really slowly. We finished teaching our first investigator! So that's cool. The last day we just went in and were like "We don't have a lesson. But here's our testimonies and we'll answer whatever questions you've got" and she agreed to be baptized and stuff. Twas awesome.

I accidentally said zone last time. There's lots of girls in our zone. We're the only girls in our district :) (But zone sounds smaller than district so it's totally not even my fault :P) Anyway, we quote Nacho Libre and Hot Rod all the time. Ees the best. We've got 6 Eelders and then me and Seester Stromberg. So... it's not much different than working at the elementary school, I guess. The jokes are pretty much the same. But my district is hilarious and I love them :)

One of the Elders gave me a blessing the other day and it was the coolest thing :) and we've taken to having DB (District Bonding) every night, which is fun. 

Tagalog is still crazy. But we're starting grammar this week and I'm SO EXCITED BECAUSE GRAMMAR MAKES SENSE AND THE LANGUAGE AS A WHOLE TOTALLY DOESN'T BUT NOW I GET TO LEARN WHY IT DOESN'T MAKE SENSE. Yaaaasss. I also keep seeing people I know so that's cool. 

Anyweh, yeah. My life.

The one where Paige is tired - July 11, 2015

It's P-Day! And I'm tired. All the time. I don't think I was ever meant to be awake this early in the morning. 
Anyway, the MTC is good. And I haven't gotten fat yet, which is also good... Tagalog is ridiculous though O_o I'm at least 87% sure it's not even a real language. It's pretty cool though. We've been studying so much my brain hurts and it feels like bedtime by 4pm but I have to stay awake for another 6 hours. 

My companion is awesome :) her name is Sister Stromberg, she's from Southern California. And she's Mr Dean's (from PG) granddaughter! Which I thought was cool. We're the only sisters in our zone, so that's fun. The elders are hilarious :) Oh! And Elder Hendricks (you know him as Lumiere) and Elder Smith (from Oak Canyon) and Elder Sandberg (1st ward!) are here :) it's so great seeing them at lunch and random places around the MTC :D 

We taught our first "investigator" yesterday... it was kind of a disaster, but my companion taught her to pray and she said the prayer at the end of the lesson :) it was great. We had no idea what happened. I also found something cool during personal study. Go read Moroni 8:16, then 1 John 4:8, 18-19, then look up Fear in the Bible Dictionary. I thought it was super great (: 

So that's pretty much it... I'm just real tired. All the time. Na paka pagod ka.
-Seester Burton

Sunday, February 1, 2015

A Princess and Her Big Brother





















Thoughts on today 2/1/15

     I know we can't just rely on other people's testimonies and expect to build a closer relationship with our Heavenly Father through that. But I do believe that listening to other people's testimonies can strengthen what we already have. I'll admit, I'm usually pretty bad at paying attention in church. But today I made it a point to find one thing that really stuck out to me from what each person said.
     Lately I've felt that my testimony has been a little dim. That's not to say that I haven't known that this church is true or that I've been doubting my beliefs in any way. I just haven't felt that same conviction that I used to. And I've been praying that God would help me build it back up. I've also been planning on serving a mission, and I just started my papers last week. And you know what? I'm scared. Really scared. How am I supposed to teach other people about the Gospel when I don't know all the answers myself? How am I supposed to go share God's word with people I don't know when I can barely do normal-people things like going to the bank or the post office without getting scared? Am I ready for this? And why does everything seem to be happening so fast?
     One thing I heard today in Fast and Testimony Meeting was that God will ALWAYS provide a way for us to follow Him. And I've noticed recently that that is definitely true. I've sort of been pushing off serving a mission. Not because I didn't want to go as soon as I could, but because I'm the WORST at saving money. I was hoping to leave as soon as I turned 19, but by the time summer was ending, I had -maybe- $500 saved up from the job that I'd gotten the previous year in an attempt to save for my mission. I'd been searching for a second job so I could leave around January, and Heavenly Father blessed me with an awesome job at an elementary school. Of course, I ended up pushing off my mission plans until the beginning of summer so I wouldn't be leaving halfway through the school year. Aaand again, I'm really bad at saving. Then there was the issue of Princess Festival. See, I've been working at the Princess Festival every summer for the last five years, and it's always been the highlight of my year. It's the thing I look forward to from the end of one festival to the next. But the way things have been going the last couple of years, I wasn't sure how long it would stick around (due to financial issues). I was scared that if I missed out on this year, I might come back and the best part of my teenage years would be gone. So I asked the director when it would be this year. It's usually the last two weeks of June, so I wouldn't be leaving much later than I'd been planning. He told me that this year it would be a three day event in July. I thought "Only three days? And so much later? Is it worth it? ...Well, it IS Princess Festival, and I don't want to miss it." And I decided that I'd stick around. Just a couple weeks after deciding I'd leave at the end of July, I found out that Princess Festival was being cancelled this year in order to rebuild their funds and plan better for next year. If that wasn't a sign that I need to leave soon, I don't know what is. I know my Heavenly Father needs me out there in the mission field, and He has provided a way for me to go on a mission and has helped keep me focused on that, even though I could still be doing other good things.
     Another thought that I really liked is that God puts people in our lives at the exact moment that we need them. The best example I can think of as far as my mission story goes is my friend Nick. I met Nick my sophomore year through another friend of mine. We weren't necessarily close friends, but I thought we was a really cool kid and I really admired him. Up until high school, I'd had no intention of ever serving a mission, so when I decided that I wanted to serve, it was kind of a huge deal for me. Nick was one of the first people I told, and he was nothing but supportive. He said, "That's awesome!! You're gonna be great!" And asked if I'd like to recieve his daily scripture texts. I didn't think that texts could mean so much to me. They reminded me to do my own personal reading (which I'm really bad at), and gave me insight on scriptures I hadn't thought to study before or helped me see familiar scriptures from a different perspective. I'd decided on my own to serve a mission, but Nick played a big part in me sticking to that decision and growing closer to Heavenly Father. Anyway, Nick just got back from his mission, and I was trying to decide whether or not to go to his homecoming. I thought maybe it would be weird, since we weren't like, super close or anything back in high school. But I decided to go, since he had made such a big impact on my life. I got there maybe ten minutes early, and I didn't see anyone there that I knew, so I sat by myself. A couple minutes later, a girl from school came and sat by me. I recognised her from some of my classes, but I didn't really know her. We started talking because, you know, we were sitting next to each other and it would've been super awkward otherwise. She told me about how she'd been finished with her mission papers since fall, but things weren't working out in her old ward and everything. But she came back home to finish, and she was hopefully going to submit her papers that day. That got me thinking that I really needed to set up an appointment to get mine started, since I'd been planning on it for a while but kept procrastinating. Thanks to her, I got that extra little push to set up the appointment right there in sacrament meeting. I was expecting the appointment to be the next week or so since Bishop was probably busy, right? WRONG. Here's how it went down.
-texting-
"Hey, you're the one I talk to to set up an appointment with the bishop, right?"
"Yep"
"Okay, cause I need to do that."
"Alright, does 3 pm today work?"
*INSERT PANIC HERE*
WUT.
"Yeah, That's great!"
     And with that, I started my papers. Heavenly Father sent a girl whom I barely knew to come sit by me and inspire me to get working on what I needed to do. And this happened at the homecoming of a guy without whom I very well may have gone back on my decision to serve. God knows us each individually and knows exactly who to put in our lives to help us reach our full potential.
     I know that when we trust God, we can do SO much more than we could ever have done on our own. And whenever we're feeling like we're alone and no one knows how we feel, we can always turn to our perfect Big Brother, who has felt not only every sorrow or pain that we've felt, but also every joy. Every smile and moment of warmth. And that's why I want to serve a mission. I want to share the happiness and peace that comes through the Gospel of Jesus Christ. I want others to know how to find true joy.
     So yes, I'm scared. I know I don't know everything there is to know about this Gospel, and I'm scared that I won't be able to share it with the power and eloquence that it deserves. But you know, other people are scared too. They're scared that there isn't a life beyond death, that they won't see their loved ones again. They're scared that they're alone in the world, or that they'll never find true happiness. They're scared that they don't have a purpose, and that maybe life isn't worth living. And I can at least help with that much.
     Because I KNOW that Christ lives. I know that there's a plan in place that will bring us back to be with our Heavenly Father, and that there's life after death, and that families can be together for eternity. I know that we have loving Heavenly Parents who know us perfectly and that Christ understands us more than we even understand ourselves. I know that we've come to this earth to grow and become perfected like our Heavenly Father, and that He wants nothing more than to see us again after having done the best that we could have done while here, even if that means making mistakes and needing to repent a lot. And I know that everyone is worth loving, because everyone is of infinite worth in God's eyes. I'm SO EXCITED to do the Lord's work. And even though I'm definitely not perfect, Christ definitely is. And through Christ I can do anything.

The Bravest Knight

This is a little story I wrote after my cousin passed away on his mission. It means a lot to me and I thought I'd share it here. :)

The Bravest Knight

    Once upon a time there was a young knight. He had a wonderful family who loved him more than anything. One day he received a special calling. There was a dragon in a far off land, and he was needed to help defeat it!

Though he was very scared and sad to leave his family, he rode on bravely, knowing it was what the King needed him to do.

     Being in the new land was very difficult. His horse ran away so he had to walk everywhere, and he couldn't contact his family. The only thing he had from home was a book called “How to Fight Dragons.” Luckily there was another knight who was in the same situation. They became the best of friends.

     After many weeks they realized they couldn't beat this dragon by themselves. They had to teach the villagers. They went door to door, telling people about their book. It could teach them how to fight the dragon! But many people slammed their doors, thinking they were crazy. Others even liked having the dragon around.

However, there were many people who wanted to know. The knights taught them, and the people became knights for their own village. Then they’d move on. The dragon would threaten a new village, and they’d do the same thing there.

     It was very, very hard on them.  They missed their families, people were rude to them, and sometimes they just wanted to go home.  But the King would often send them gifts as a reward for their hard work. This helped them to keep going.

It took a long, long time, but one day with the help of all the villagers they had met, the dragon was defeated! Everyone thanked the two knights, and they all celebrated.

     The King sent each of them letters. The other knight was overjoyed. The King had said he could go home. He asked the young knight if he was doing the same.
    “No”, came the reply. His letter said - 

     My dear friend, there is a terrible Dragon in a kingdom across many seas. I need my bravest knights to help me.  Can I count on you to be there?                                                               Sincerely,  The King

      He wasn't sure how to feel, but the King needed him. He said goodbye to his new friends, and set off to be with the King. He was sad to leave his family behind. He wouldn't see them for far too long.

     But this whole journey had brought him more joy than he had ever known! He was helping so many people, and he really loved that.

     One day the King gave him the  most wonderful gift! It was a small looking-glass. But this wasn't just any looking-glass. It allowed him to watch over his family.

     So he continued in that far away land. He watched over his family, sometimes sending a dove to comfort them when they were struggling. He knew he’d be with them again someday, but until then he worked valiantly, side by side with the King. . .

     Because he was the bravest knight.